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02:10 the way across the world we have 02:13 strategist speaker mentor senior UX 02:18 product designer Jenny Shin welcome to 02:21 the show Jenny hi hi everyone thanks for 02:23 having me yeah thank you for being with 02:26 us super appreciate your being with us 02:28 all the way over there in the 02:30 Amsterdam's of course is my pleasure 02:35 do you know you still there 02:38 we lost you now so hey let's let's talk 02:42 a little bit about your your journey to 02:46 Amsterdam because you were where were 02:48 you born you were born in Taipei Taiwan 02:51 exactly and then somehow you into 02:55 Vancouver and then you ended up in aunt 02:57 Amsterdam do you mind if we talk about 02:58 that journey yeah so actually between 03:02 Vancouver and Amsterdam there's another 03:05 stopping between that Singapore and so I 03:09 was I was born in Taiwan and then when I 03:12 was 12 my family emigrated to Canada 03:15 so I grew up in Vancouver I studied in 03:17 Vancouver as well and in 2013 I moved to 03:21 Singapore and I also worked there for a 03:24 year and a half age and afterwards I 03:27 wanted a new adventure I kind of just 03:30 like moving abroad experiencing new 03:33 things the experiencing new cultures so 03:37 I decided that I want to move to Europe 03:39 and maybe work with European companies 03:42 European clients so in 2015 03:46 I chose Amsterdam and I I moved to 03:49 Amsterdam I work for a company called 03:50 travelbird and ibne Amsterdam 03:54 since then okay that's cool so what did 03:57 you do are you currently working with 03:59 travel Berg no so I work with Holabird 04:02 only in 2015 and then now I'm a 04:05 full-time independent designer and 04:08 strategist oh wow that's awesome so what 04:11 is your kind of day-to-day like I'm 04:12 doing just a being an independent 04:15 strategist yeah so right now I'm working 04:19 with some startups actually I work with 04:22 some startups and to help them define 04:25 more high-level product strategy 04:27 the roadmap and also help solve some 04:29 more kind of high-level design issues 04:33 like their positioning or maybe their 04:36 this is model and at the moment I am 04:39 really doing a lot of different things 04:41 and right now I'm like right now at the 04:44 moment I'm more focused on the design 04:47 education like coaching consulting with 04:50 a client and like bring in design into 04:54 the company or into the team and so my 04:57 day-to-day would be sometimes consulting 05:01 with a company sometimes mentoring 05:03 sometimes working on talks or working on 05:06 workshops giving a remote workshop yeah 05:09 doing all sort of different things 05:11 that's awesome so what kind of 05:14 challenges do you find that you come 05:17 across where working for yourself could 05:20 be difficult to find clients or work in 05:24 this nature yeah I think it's just well 05:30 I work remotely so right now I work 05:33 full-time remotely so and they're not as 05:37 many but it's not like you know the 05:39 typical job whereas I hey you know you 05:41 want to work for us and if I come to 05:43 office work full full time on-site and 05:46 it's like kind of the opposite of that 05:48 so the challenge would be there are I 05:52 feel they're less opportunities to begin 05:55 with and also and also as a freelancer 05:59 they you know freelances do have to be 06:02 comfortable with some you know like 06:06 without stability and also be working 06:11 now their own brand or their own 06:12 branding so that people will remember 06:15 who they are so then like when they have 06:17 a project they can just reach out to 06:19 Jenny or each other further I read each 06:21 other Janelle you know if they're if 06:23 they're you know like for freelancers 06:25 you need to feel your own brand and for 06:28 people to remember you how some of the 06:32 big ways that you address that to have 06:35 people remember you yeah I think for the 06:39 moment 06:41 I built that by running community so 06:45 people kind of remember me as Jenny who 06:48 organizes a lot of eventing Amsterdam I 06:51 go to a lot of networking events again 06:53 to them as well and since last year I 06:56 being really involved in conferences as 06:59 a speaker so I networking a lot as a 07:02 speaker and also of course participating 07:05 and attending the conference sessions so 07:09 then just by being active in industry 07:11 and also as a speaker I think it does 07:13 help and also with help of podcasts and 07:19 also live streams like this one and 07:21 people's more people can hear my story 07:24 can understand my experiences and and 07:26 know what I have to offer and how I can 07:29 help them what is your current kind of 07:33 like your conference strategy if that 07:36 makes sense a lot of it feels speakers 07:38 kind of go for like a six months to a 07:40 year has been here I didn't quite 07:55 understand the whole sentence first 08:00 party was just becomes my conference I 08:03 didn't even like what I do when yeah I 08:09 kind of like wait and now you have them 08:23 Jenni can you make out you know I can't 08:26 well I can just talk about my speaking 08:28 experiences and also like how if because 08:31 I think you also asked this question to 08:33 petrol in in his live stream 08:36 yeah you were asked so people who didn't 08:38 listen to that episode was my question 08:41 is more about do you apply to 08:44 conferences or to approach you so yeah 08:47 my my well the journey with conference 08:50 speaking is that I started just like 08:53 last year October 08:54 almost like a year ago and my first 08:57 conference speaking was via a 08:59 recommendation from someone at topsail 09:02 which is a community and a part of so 09:04 she introduced me to speak in Bulgaria 09:07 to a crowd of like a thousand people so 09:11 I'm like yeah I'll do it and I'll carve 09:14 a cog and give the give it there and I 09:18 think I got some good feedback and in 09:20 the same month I Gabe talked in three 09:22 other conferences so it's like the first 09:25 time I did converse speaking I gave it 09:26 to I gave for talks in one month 09:29 oh wow yo-yo is crazy and the four talk 09:33 also one which was via recommendation 09:36 the other one it was like a combination 09:39 of knowing the conference organizer and 09:42 applying the third one was that I 09:45 applied and the last one I forgot but 09:48 it's like a mix of everything and this 09:51 year I early early this year I applied 09:54 to some conferences and and they got 09:57 accepted but aside from like those three 10:01 the other 18 or so conferences and 10:05 events they reach out to me because they 10:07 have seen the videos and also the buzz 10:09 from the initial conference speaking I 10:12 did sure so that you know that's amazing 10:21 that you um just started off that 10:23 recently did you find yourself having 10:26 any kind of phobia speaking in front of 10:28 people or was it natural for you I 10:32 wouldn't say I have a phobia or it was 10:34 natural I mean the first time I I gave a 10:37 talk in a meet-up on this like most 10:40 popular topic that I have I was pretty 10:42 nervous and then I also my son of my 10:45 friends were in the audience and they 10:47 gave me a ask them for feedback and then 10:49 they totally telling me how like I could 10:52 be more open and more confident in my 10:54 body language so I kind of learned from 10:57 those experience but before I started 11:00 giving talks at meetups 11:01 I went to got trained by Toastmasters 11:03 and I also do some public speaking 11:05 workshop that's a good idea yes 11:08 it's something that I I want to get 11:11 better at is something that I like doing 11:13 I want to do more so right now I think I 11:16 am I will say comfortable with speaking 11:20 but I still get nervous before I go on a 11:23 stage yeah do you do anything to like 11:26 make yourself feel better or psych 11:29 yourself up you know do you have one of 11:31 those kind of things where you you know 11:33 say a little mantra before you go out 11:35 I'm good enough I'm smart enough I think 11:39 I did something like that maybe like a 11:42 few times but mostly for me what calms 11:46 me down is that when I remind myself you 11:49 know your stuff and I look through the 11:51 slides and make sure and I do detect 11:53 wreck and I make sure like my slides are 11:55 going okay and in the audio thing it's 11:57 plugged in and then my like I need to 12:01 have that sort of assurance that 12:02 everything is fine and then I will just 12:04 feel calm and I also just take a deep 12:08 breath it's really simple but it works I 12:11 take deep breaths 12:12 I also hope my breath because apparently 12:15 it's like allowing your brain to take in 12:18 more oxygen when you hold your breath 12:20 like worried yeah I learned that trick 12:22 recently I think it does work it's like 12:25 calm very calming when you take a deep 12:27 breath you hold it for a few seconds 12:29 then you let it out yeah it's quite 12:35 calming so I do that before I go on a 12:37 stage and I also try not to like look at 12:40 my slides or anything just before I go 12:43 on the stage because I'm sometimes I get 12:45 like more nervous if I do that I might 12:47 oh no I want to add this oh no I want to 12:49 say something different I start 12:51 panicking so I try not to look at my 12:53 slide just before I go on a stage yeah 12:56 it's nice to just kind of go out and 12:57 feel relaxed and organic and not over 13:00 prepare I think sometimes we could do 13:02 that in a lot of different situations 13:04 whether that's a an interview or going 13:07 up on stage or something where you have 13:10 some kind of business interaction yeah 13:12 totally it makes sense yeah exactly what 13:15 would you say is some good advice for 13:17 people that want to get into public 13:18 speaking you know obviously now you have 13:20 a little bit more 13:21 variance and you you might have some 13:22 additional tips and tricks besides 13:24 holding your breath what kind of things 13:29 do you recommend maybe people talk about 13:31 or tips for them to think about what 13:36 they're passionate about and how to 13:38 apply that when they speak in public 13:40 mm-hmm I have actually written a medium 13:44 post on the like my story from zero 13:47 conference speaking an experience to 13:49 speaking four times in one year so I 13:52 wrote about my experience we could we 13:53 can link it in a show notes yeah and 13:55 essentially it is like how to find a 13:58 talk topic is that I reflected back on 14:02 the reason one to two years of my design 14:05 experience work experience and think if 14:07 there's anything or any important you 14:10 know in interesting things I learned so 14:14 I was like reflecting back on the time 14:17 at travelbird and also my other 14:18 freelance project and also when I work 14:20 in Singapore we were we were making a 14:25 SAS product but then we had clients like 14:27 across Southeast Asia so we were we had 14:30 this I had as an interesting experience 14:31 working with different cultures you know 14:35 within a region like a traveler it was 14:37 with cultures in Europe and also you 14:40 know near Europe so I thought okay maybe 14:42 that's an interesting topic and it's 14:44 also kind of different from what other 14:45 people were speaking so I I talked to a 14:50 meet-up organizer in Amsterdam and they 14:53 were happy to let me prepare too and 14:56 give that talk the feedback was very 14:58 good and so I just decided to pitch it 15:02 to other conferences so that's how I 15:04 found my first talk topic I also are 15:09 quite involved in the community and I 15:11 talk to people and sometimes when 15:13 questions come up people will ask like 15:16 how do you organize your researching 15:19 sites how do you convince their coders 15:21 and how do you like you hand off and I 15:24 just sort of keep those questions in 15:26 mind like hey this is people like this 15:28 is what people want to know this is what 15:30 people want to learn and when I have 15:32 enough experiences and also a financial 15:34 saying 15:35 like I will just kind of incorporate 15:38 those kind of users knees into my talk I 15:44 make sense I've just given Janelle some 15:46 room Janelle did you wanna jump in yeah 15:49 I did I actually wanted to know about I 15:52 mean it looks like you're getting a lot 15:54 of like speaking engagements and yeah so 16:16 the community on the part of is called 16:19 ladies i ux where I founded the 16:22 Amsterdam chapter in 2015 so just almost 16:26 after I moved to Amsterdam 16:28 ladies aux is an a global community and 16:31 nonprofit organization where our mission 16:34 is to see is to kind of grow more female 16:38 role models more female leaders more 16:40 female speakers we want to help women in 16:43 UX to teach each other promote each 16:46 other and support each other and we have 16:49 this like signature worm supportive 16:52 inclusive vibe in a community so yeah I 16:55 founded the amphetamine chapter and now 16:57 I moved on to join the global leadership 17:00 team as the regional director of EMEA 17:04 it's awesome so thank you how was the 17:12 community specifically ladies that UX 17:15 how was the committee community helping 17:17 women in UX and and where is it just 17:20 within your visit in United States it's 17:24 actually we're activating over 50 cities 17:27 around the world 17:28 so we have presence we have chapters in 17:31 Europe in Asia in Australia in the unit 17:34 UN in the u.s. in Canada I think there's 17:37 one chapter in York there's one chapter 17:39 in Boston so yeah we are we're over 17:42 there over the world and how we are 17:45 helping women in York is that we 17:49 there's different types of events of 17:51 course we try to help each other by 17:54 sharing knowledge and that can be done 17:55 so that's done sooo like workshops and 17:58 panels and talks and we also are very 18:02 keen to have more female speaker so we 18:05 work with sometimes external partners to 18:08 organize like a workshop on public 18:11 speaking 18:12 crafting a talk and also giving each 18:16 other like giving women the platform to 18:19 speak because in my experience at least 18:21 like why I found that the Amsterdam 18:23 chapter is when I go to other meetups 18:26 tech meetups or UX design meetups are 18:29 usually just one of the handful women in 18:32 a room like our number with my or my 18:34 hand and most of the time like I see the 18:37 speakers being man because like there's 18:41 a lot of money in the tech industry and 18:42 you know I would just think like well 18:45 wires they're like like almost no women 18:47 in a meet-up why are there no female 18:49 speakers so a ladies who acts we we try 18:52 to give the the platforms for women 18:54 because if nobody know that they can 18:56 speak and then like they don't get 18:58 recommendations they go they don't reach 19:00 out and it's just like a chicken and egg 19:02 problem so we actively invite women to 19:05 speak give a workshop share their 19:08 knowledge with each other I love that 19:11 what kind of success stories are you 19:13 getting out of that do you have anyone 19:15 or any kind of thing that you could cite 19:18 sure I saw at least like when I talked 19:22 to people who are involved in a 19:25 community and so my experience is mostly 19:27 with Amsterdam so I can call it like 19:29 some members they really like a 19:31 community where they can connect with 19:34 other women because most of us we we 19:38 work with male colleagues and sometimes 19:40 it's just nice to like a child with 19:41 different you know like shy with women 19:43 and it have a different topic to to talk 19:46 about some people found their UX job 19:50 because we do have a lot of community to 19:53 connect with one another so they 19:54 actually got their UX job in a community 19:58 and some people from friends some people 20:01 started giving some people gave their 20:03 first talk you know meet up and then 20:05 they were going to other conferences to 20:08 to speak about it and yeah like many 20:13 people really like having a like a warm 20:16 inclusive community and really help out 20:20 each other like people say really 20:22 positive reviews on our meetup group 20:25 which i i i i feel i feel really really 20:29 good that people are finding value in it 20:31 I love that I mean as a woman I think 20:37 that having those environments kind of 20:43 with people that are like you you know 20:48 and and you're kind of like the underdog 20:49 it's it's nice to have that kind of 20:51 community I know from experience I ever 20:56 went to my first meetup was developers 21:01 and I felt so so nurtured and loved and 21:06 empowered and it was really great I 21:09 think you know when we feel like hey we 21:13 have a voice we have you know we matter 21:16 our opinions you know matter that we 21:19 feel also empowered to give other women 21:21 that kind of you know feeling to you 21:24 right we want to tell them hey you're 21:26 you matter your voice matters you know 21:28 your thoughts your designs your code 21:30 matters and I really think that I mean 21:35 that's all that you do that ease for 21:38 that because there's not a lot of places 21:40 that do that thank you it was also 21:45 really nice a year and I absolutely 21:46 agree with you it's just um feels feels 21:50 really like empowering and like 21:52 encouraging to know that many I mean of 21:55 many of the people in their community 21:57 don't have speaking experiences some 21:59 people are terrified some people don't 22:01 know how to formulate a talk but by 22:03 giving an epochal maybe like a lightning 22:05 talk slaughter you're like okay I can 22:07 speak for five minutes I can speak for 22:09 10 minutes only they start to learn that 22:11 hate isn't 22:11 not so bad after all this is not so 22:14 difficult after all and they kind of 22:16 help them gain the confidence but then 22:18 if the night outside of a community 22:21 there is often not opportunity where 22:23 they feel like oh I I'm definitely gonna 22:26 like pitch one our talk it's the wall so 22:29 we're really happy to see that people 22:31 are feeling more comfortable and even 22:33 like inspired by each other and to share 22:37 their knowledge love that 22:39 what do you mind if if I ask you a 22:42 question like what are some of the 22:44 challenges that you came across in your 22:46 own professional career that might have 22:50 led you to form this community or you 22:55 know not this community but the 22:57 community within Amsterdam 22:58 like what are some of the challenges 22:59 that you had early on in your career 23:02 mm-hmm I would say that I mean they're 23:06 not like big challenges like I was 23:09 denied of jobs or anything like that it 23:12 was more like something that I want to 23:14 do it was more like I want to build a 23:16 community that I would love to be a part 23:18 of I mean I do go to a lot of networking 23:21 events and Meetup it was just that it's 23:25 a little bit odd to always be will 23:29 almost always be the only remainder room 23:31 and then feeling like like people don't 23:35 really want to listen to me listen to 23:38 what I have to say and I I wasn't sure 23:41 if I was the only one having this kind 23:43 of experiences so it was maybe I was 23:45 thinking maybe it's worthwhile to 23:46 connect to two other people and see if 23:48 this is like something that you know 23:51 like only I experienced and is also more 23:55 like a feeling where if I look around 23:58 the room I see like you know a hundred 24:00 people and I am like one of the only 24:02 women and I feel like you know like mmm 24:06 eyes the post is like dressed 24:07 differently would I be mistaken as 24:11 somebody's assistant or a girlfriend 24:13 like the more people question me like 24:14 why am i there it just all of those like 24:17 thoughts I mean he kind of feel like 24:19 dude I belong here should I be going 24:22 there it's just also a feeling of like 24:25 you differ 24:25 between feeling like I belong there or 24:28 and welcome there and versus you know 24:30 the opposite there is no it's kind of 24:32 like feelings that kind of inspired me 24:36 to do this and actually even after I 24:39 started a community we also start 24:42 sometimes you get like questions like 24:44 why are you separating women and that's 24:46 like you know not fair so we got a lot 24:49 of those challenges challenging 24:51 questions as well and then I still 24:55 sometimes swimming I can encountered 24:58 sort of microaggressions I don't know 25:02 how to put it like after even 20 25:05 conference speaking experiences some 25:08 people when what I need other speakers 25:11 they are even asking me isn't your first 25:13 sign speaking yeah but unlike would you 25:16 ask someone else that question oh my god 25:18 like why would you ask me that question 25:21 yeah I do I know those are like little 25:24 challenges at ease I personally 25:27 experienced well did you find it I know 25:31 you said you did a lot of a lot of 25:34 testing with in Europe on your last 25:36 position where you traveled around and 25:38 you talked to a lot of people did you 25:40 find that within different cultures in 25:42 Europe you have different kind of 25:45 perspectives of women in tech and how 25:48 they would appreciate and maybe some 25:51 some areas location is not hmm I I don't 25:58 really have an answer for that to be 26:01 honest because I've been to I being like 26:04 speaking Asia as well and I sometimes I 26:07 also hear that that they're in the 26:11 country they're more like also 26:13 advocating for gender equality so I 26:17 don't I cannot really like I'm afraid to 26:21 give like a generalizing answer like 26:23 this country is not in this country just 26:30 mean in general like in general do you 26:32 find like certain countries have more of 26:34 a different respect for women than 26:37 others when you 26:38 you travel or is it just kind of a 26:41 little bit here and there in different 26:42 countries I think overall in general 26:46 they are there still room for 26:49 improvement for gender equality 26:51 especially the gender wage gap in any 26:55 country I mean even like Iceland there 26:57 are some stats where you know the 27:01 Earth's on like ranking for like 27:03 progressive countries or whatever like 27:04 countries with like at least he got but 27:06 even in Iceland they are still like a 27:08 quarter 27:08 women earn like a quarter less than men 27:10 in the same job singing singing 27:12 experience so I think there is just some 27:14 room for improvement so I don't I don't 27:18 think we we reached there yet and even 27:20 in Europe I I talk with a lot of people 27:24 and sometimes I hear experiences where 27:26 it's just like showing that we still 27:31 have a long way to go how much do you 27:46 make without feeling like you know a 27:51 terrible person or not a team player you 27:56 how could you go I think it's a really 28:02 tough question and so I also don't know 28:05 if there's there's the right way or 28:08 there's the way to approach it because I 28:11 think in in most countries like salaries 28:13 a really personal is a really private 28:15 thing and people don't really tend to 28:17 share that so I was saving for the Aston 28:20 colleague there have I would not company 28:24 something about if they are paying both 28:27 genders like equally and if maybe the 28:30 country has like a law I know I know I 28:32 think it was like Iceland or maybe it 28:34 was like another country that make 28:36 illegal to pay women and men differently 28:39 so perhaps I'll ask measures like that 28:41 if there's like the eCos similar measure 28:44 in the company and also I really look up 28:46 to come companies like buffer they make 28:48 their salaries like completely 28:50 transparent like 28:51 okay no you know what year like what how 28:54 many years of experiences and while 28:56 they're earning what's your position so 28:57 I think like maybe that's other 29:00 companies and I think it's hard but 29:03 maybe it's not a companies can adapt you 29:05 know something like that kind of mindset 29:06 to be transparent yeah why have that a 29:10 secret or something that's you know 29:13 weirdly kept private share it out I mean 29:26 a lot of times end up being your friends 29:28 so I mean it'd be really great lates you 29:32 kind of bring up that in conversation 29:35 you know maybe you're walking to your 29:37 you know your lunch spot how much do you 29:43 make I mean you know X amount of money 29:47 you know especially like providing that 29:51 information first it could be that 29:52 catalyst right and really what's the end 29:55 the end of it is you know you both end 29:58 up making the same amount of money 30:00 that's the worst that can happen 30:02 I like sorry I also think like HR or 30:09 agencies or people who hire like half 30:11 the responsibility because they know if 30:13 they know like the the women are I don't 30:16 know under charging or if the companies 30:18 like offering like like unfair amount to 30:22 different genders I think they could 30:25 also have the responsibility to speak up 30:27 about it that's thank are there any 30:31 tools or websites that people could go 30:34 to to see that information you know like 30:36 obviously you could go to Glassdoor and 30:38 you can see about a company but is there 30:40 any kind of tools or websites that you 30:43 could see this is what a men men make 30:46 what wouldn't make anything like that 30:48 they are some industry report so there's 30:51 glass doors and I think glass door does 30:53 not reveal like the gender of whoever 30:55 like report of salary so they are 30:58 industry reports and from what I read is 31:02 that there is still a gender wage gap 31:05 so I don't know that the Zhiming like 31:08 they already working on it or are they 31:11 like measure to make sure that doesn't 31:12 happen but what I what I do see from 31:15 those report is that there is a wage gap 31:19 and there's some reports like for 31:21 example for that UX industry it does it 31:25 does like survey I think like thousands 31:28 of UX practitioners and ask them how 31:30 much they make and what how many years 31:33 of experiences what the industry what's 31:35 a gender and then they they do like 31:37 compare and yeah long story short there 31:41 is a gender wage gap so I can I can 32:12 speak from my own experiences or someone 32:15 of Asian ethnicity at least like in my 32:20 in my culture in a Taiwanese culture 32:22 we're taught as especially Asian 32:24 especially especially Taiwanese and 32:27 especially the women we are taught to be 32:28 like humble and we should unlike brag we 32:31 shouldn't steal a spotlight for someone 32:33 else we should like glisten and like 32:35 like don't try to you know don't try to 32:39 like act as if you know everything so I 32:42 feel like for myself I have what people 32:46 call like the bamboo ceiling I didn't I 32:49 didn't start that term but I heard it 32:51 from somewhere but basically it's where 32:53 you know how the people play there's 32:55 like a glass ceiling for for women and 32:58 for Asian we have another ceiling where 33:01 like our Asian culture some points to 33:05 like prohibit us from like Jean Louise 33:09 you want to do if you believe just kind 33:11 of hard like this work talk to that kind 33:13 of artifact and how I don't see that 33:17 affect me 33:19 we've had my time multi-legged running 33:24 this on several experiments audio icon 33:26 side this is a side project science 33:29 experimental I having a walk over 33:32 designers we're going consider this 33:36 project and I will love your fellow 33:38 designers all together like basic 33:42 science so the time I meant if there is 33:46 good any other designers I asked him Tom 33:48 Knox no other if there are anything our 33:50 they're doing and so when I saw the 33:52 answers I asked you your life's work for 33:54 people from harvesting what you don't 33:56 come house lest ye enter this place 33:58 then your party more than I am tonight 34:01 by using this earring like how long have 34:05 I been under charging I just sitting on 34:07 know why I defend race if we talked a 34:09 lot about other people but for entire 34:11 advance my days after realizing that and 34:13 you say Hawaii together confidence 34:17 two-car garage so why do I have not have 34:20 the confidence or why am I not talking 34:22 as much as they are so I'm like okay if 34:25 you kinda have isn't is really it's 34:27 really hard to you ask to do my whole 34:29 year to something I can always dance 34:31 this is this this is just what I think 34:34 and also recently I saw a P I think it's 34:39 listen to our report 34:40 I can finally there and they need - 34:42 including the show notes where it for 34:45 several studies and and asked people of 34:50 different ethnicity and gender they'd 34:52 like / like right now like you know you 34:55 know agent you know in Gmail is like how 34:58 often do you have people those 35:00 questionnaire expertise or hop can be 35:03 your heart like you know like court- 35:05 experience here and then they are 35:08 clearly their response or people who 35:10 said yes yeah yeah like 30 superfan 35:13 people question with my expertise and 35:15 they compare that across it or different 35:17 sort of and from that research we find 35:21 that people of color if they have higher 35:26 percentage of people questioning their 35:27 expertise will have to work harder and 35:30 harder to more or agave or 35:32 knowledgeable objects will not people 35:36 not of color yeah so I'm fine I like 35:41 onion and I'm like supplying the not 35:46 supplies and it's just um and it's that 35:49 you don't have to feel like whatever 35:51 reporting and so I oh like you know many 35:54 of us like many people do have come 35:56 that's what it is experience has come 35:59 for us to have the life do you 36:04 find that just um you know with time 36:06 we're slowly making progression with the 36:09 age of everybody being able to have 36:12 accessibility if if you do have the 36:14 privilege of having access to the 36:16 Internet you know getting information 36:18 out there educating people and our you 36:21 know culture globally is getting better 36:23 I think so I think so I I think that 36:29 that's going slower and what I hope 36:32 forth but I think that with people 36:35 talking about you know ethics people 36:37 talking about inclusion and first-timer 36:40 like thunder nerves inviting people of 36:42 different profile to talk about their 36:44 stories their challenges and I think 36:47 we're we're getting somewhere and 36:49 definitely like sharing just having this 36:51 like no content like where everybody can 36:55 learn people like stories of someone 36:57 will fit different profile I think it's 37:00 a good start 37:01 it's yeah you know I'm really interested 37:04 in what you were just saying and it made 37:07 me think about I wanted to know what 37:09 your family thinks of your success what 37:12 do they think of your career if you 37:14 don't mind my asking 37:15 I I don't know actually I when I tell 37:19 them I hey I and keynoting at his 37:22 conference and I stand in like a big 37:24 pick like a picture of me standing like 37:27 in front of a super huge stage and 37:30 they're like oh good job so I think they 37:34 are our problem II at least and then 37:36 they are probably like behind my back 37:40 they're bragging to all of their 37:41 neighbors all your friends oh like you 37:44 might battery successful 37:46 to them she's traveling around the world 37:48 they're probably like bragging to their 37:51 neighbors that I don't know for sure 37:52 like I don't really ask them like one 37:54 time I did ask them like like you know 37:58 what do you think up on my career like 38:00 okay I live abroad I do all the stuff 38:03 that you don't think they understand I 38:04 don't go with a you know traditional 38:07 path of being a full-time employee for 38:09 like ten years then you're like yeah 38:10 just do whatever you like to do so I'm 38:14 like super grateful that my parents are 38:16 supporting me yeah it's awesome 38:20 yeah I think of anybody within our 38:22 industry has a difficult time explaining 38:25 to their family exactly you know they I 38:27 think like you know they probably just 38:30 go oh they they do web stuff you ever 38:34 see uh what's that movie by envision 38:37 design disrupters I actually did not but 38:41 I know of a movie I just didn't make it 38:43 to any of the screening oh you go to 38:46 envision and look it up it's a it's a 38:48 great film but it's uh it's a good 38:50 weight for and they even cite this in 38:53 the movie where people would take the 38:54 movie and they would like yeah I showed 38:56 my family this movie I watched with them 38:59 and now they understand what I do hmm 39:01 that's not like a good idea yeah it's a 39:04 good way to I say oh okay I get what a 39:07 strategy a UX strategy says oh okay 39:10 understood 39:10 got it they appreciate it a little bit 39:12 more you know I love there's there's 39:16 this episode of greater than code that I 39:19 was listening to that you were on I 39:20 think kind of recently right who's that 39:23 yeah I think that was about like a month 39:25 ago yeah okay yeah and uh they asked you 39:29 run off the bat what was your design 39:31 superpower and you said not giving the 39:34 what other people think and I 39:36 really really like that because and and 39:38 you also followed that up with standing 39:40 up for people and just just trying to 39:44 help out like to do with the community 39:46 and you know the community you started 39:48 in Amsterdam where does that come from 39:51 where is that like I don't I don't give 39:52 a and I'm I'm gonna do what's right 39:54 um so I think like the the superpower of 39:58 not give 39:59 is maybe like I learned from my 40:01 parents and Dodie like moved from Taiwan 40:05 to Canada and away from all your 40:06 relatives and you know like they were 40:09 doing their own thing and they were also 40:12 entrepreneurs they had their own 40:14 business 40:14 and they are actually retired now living 40:17 in Canada so I kind of just like I that 40:22 kind of just like the attitude I learned 40:24 from them and just they were also very 40:26 supportive like do what you want so I 40:28 just kind of started doing things and 40:32 I'm not really like care about what 40:34 other people think i some people think 40:37 it might be embarrassing some people I 40:39 think like well you're gonna go up this 40:40 stage what if you fall what if you yeah 40:43 what you're gonna say what if you I 40:45 don't know you know like I think about 40:47 like terrible situation and just say 40:49 yeah but I'm just gonna do it and if I 40:51 fall I fall I make a fool of myself i 40:54 buy likes know what so maybe I am more 40:57 optimistic towards that and be sending 41:00 out for others it's also maybe just a 41:03 personality you know I don't I don't 41:05 know where it came from but I will say - 41:09 OH 41:10 in general I would say it's like part of 41:14 the Taiwanese culture to stand up for 41:16 others or at least like have this like 41:19 you know I want to do it justice and but 41:24 you shouldn't be unfair and it should be 41:26 like make sure that people are oh happy 41:28 are treated equally I would say that's 41:32 perhaps a taiwanese tray but i am not 41:37 like super sure there's like no evidence 41:38 but at least at just how like my 41:41 Taiwanese friends also like that yeah 41:43 it's like if your friend has a bad 41:46 experiences with someone else and I look 41:48 like no I'll go you know I'll say 41:52 something about it and make sure that he 41:53 don't like bully or whatever Leon I love 41:57 that I you know to go back to the the 42:00 first part about not not caring what 42:02 people think we were talking to Pedro 42:04 Marquez on Thursday and we were talking 42:07 about and he kind of brought up the same 42:08 thing where it's where he said you know 42:10 I had so many people telling me to 42:13 not do this to not do that and I just 42:15 didn't give a and I I went ahead 42:16 and I owned my own and I'm paraphrasing 42:20 loosely that he owned his own destiny he 42:23 made his own life and his his own path 42:26 like that that's not something everybody 42:29 has within them but you know you it also 42:31 makes me think of this episode that I 42:33 listened to you a while ago on user 42:34 defenders with Jason and femke where 42:37 they were talking about kind of the same 42:38 thing where you don't want to wait for 42:41 someone to give you the the go like oh 42:45 yeah the permission to make your own 42:48 career you just if you want to do 42:49 something now is the time because you 42:52 know your interests your interests 42:53 always change your passions will change 42:56 if you want to do something just go 42:58 ahead don't wait for permission just be 43:00 you and be the best you you could be 43:03 yeah I totally I totally agree with that 43:05 I don't I also agree that we don't 43:09 really need permission because some 43:10 people perhaps for example like in terms 43:13 of conference speaking they'd only speak 43:15 if a conference invite them or like they 43:17 only speak on a podcast is somebody by 43:19 then but I've also like reach out to 43:22 people reach out to conferences reach 43:25 out to like those some publications I 43:27 hey can I like write for your blog I I 43:29 don't think that one has always have to 43:32 be like invited or you know like only if 43:35 a recruiter contact you about a jaw then 43:37 you will work for the company I don't 43:39 think I really make sense if you want to 43:41 do something just go for it yeah I don't 43:44 know why so many of us have that feeling 43:47 sometimes where we feel like we need 43:50 that permission and it's it's 43:52 interesting we I mean we all get that 43:54 kind of self-doubt or that what does it 43:58 call the syndrome V yeah exactly yeah 44:03 where we kind of feel like oh you know 44:04 am I actually good enough but yeah it's 44:07 hard sometimes to overcome that but at 44:09 least you know we we all push to try to 44:13 get better but you know sometimes some 44:15 of us can't can't make that connection 44:17 to take ownership of our own destiny 44:20 yeah and I actually that reminds me when 44:24 I when I talk to other designers 44:26 to other UX petitioners and especially 44:28 my mentees many people just like you 44:31 said they feel like they need to have 44:33 permission to do UX to to advocate for 44:36 UX to do research they're always like 44:38 waiting to have permission like the 44:40 waiting for somebody to say hey we need 44:42 to do use user research can you do user 44:44 research and they think that we need is 44:46 some permission whatever that I've 44:48 formed it should be to to do the things 44:51 that they are hired to do or like 44:54 establish better processes advocate for 44:56 design system so I think it's it's very 45:00 it's very normal and perhaps it's just 45:03 easier to be passive and active after 45:06 all like not everyone is super driven 45:09 and not everyone is like you know 45:11 productive but maybe people are 45:13 proactive in different things that I've 45:14 never thought that never saw the part 45:17 about this power where oh I do need 45:19 permission to use the research yeah yeah 45:23 that makes sense you know I never 45:24 thought about that way that where maybe 45:26 people are more proactive in other 45:28 ventures or other parts of their lives 45:30 where they might not their professional 45:33 career really really isn't the thing 45:34 that they're passionate about yeah yeah 45:38 I'm not sure yeah speaking of mentorship 45:42 I think I really want to talk about how 45:45 that's a big part of your website you 45:47 you have a big section about that and 45:50 you've been mentoring people now for how 45:52 long 45:53 well I think is for a year and a half or 45:56 a year and a half now but that is that 45:58 is like part-time mentoring like 46:01 consistently but before I also had 46:03 mentor mentoring experiences with 46:06 different organization different 46:07 involvement but then running my own 46:10 mentorship program has been going on for 46:12 a year and a half that's awesome so what 46:15 got you into doing that I mean is it the 46:17 same kind of inspiration for how you 46:22 created the the chapter in Amsterdam is 46:25 that where that comes from like why do I 46:27 take that on I'm sure you're busy enough 46:30 as it is so I actually like that came 46:34 after I started the Amsterdam chapter of 46:37 Lady soo X and the the sort of the 46:40 idea or like what push me to start it is 46:44 because I was talking well I'm always 46:46 like very involved in a community and 46:47 I'm like I have like tons of like 46:50 Facebook groups like channels and yeah 46:53 I'm like I'll involve online and when I 46:57 talk to me more at least I see crush 46:59 I see people saying well hey I'm looking 47:01 for a mentor like do you know anyone and 47:04 I just keep on seeing it's like pop up 47:06 everywhere like people are looking for 47:08 mentors and the people seem to have 47:12 trouble finding a mentor so I'm like 47:14 yeah okay I had a mentor before and how 47:17 did I get one I asked for him I actually 47:19 had to ask for a mentor at the time when 47:22 I was interning Ibn and I just also like 47:25 really liked that experience and and 47:28 also I did some volunteering mentorship 47:31 with other professors and also like that 47:34 so I thought okay so I have mentorship 47:36 experiences and I actually like I 47:39 actually like doing it I like to help 47:41 people grow their careers and people are 47:43 looking for mentors and I was also just 47:46 thinking that we never most of the 47:50 school's never teach us how to write a 47:52 you know proper resume how to sell 47:56 yourself how to market yourself how to 47:57 like put together a nice portfolio like 48:00 what you bring a personal branding like 48:02 school some really peaceful I have to 48:04 figure it out myself because I wanted to 48:07 be independent I wanted to be 48:08 independent designer strategist so I 48:11 thought there's actually already work 48:13 out of us stuff myself I might as well 48:15 just be a mentor and and teach people 48:17 how to get there so it was just started 48:21 as an experiment I would say okay I let 48:23 me put up a landing page look I'm like 48:25 Cody really quickly and see if people 48:27 are interested to sign up so I did and I 48:30 included like my mentorship experiences 48:32 and I also talked about like I wanted to 48:35 be I want to be the mentor that I wish I 48:38 had because a psyphon that meant for IBM 48:40 I didn't really have a mentor and I also 48:42 find it difficult to have role models in 48:47 tag especially female and person of 48:49 color people of color role model so I'm 48:51 like okay I want to be someone else's 48:53 role ma 48:53 even though I'm not like you know with a 48:56 decade of experience it but I think I 48:58 have something I can at least teach and 49:00 mentor people who are junior than I am 49:03 so I put put together a landing page I 49:06 just tweeted I shared it in several 49:08 social network and I kind of I wouldn't 49:11 say gone viral but it got a lot of big 49:13 Tweenies and people were like oh Jenny 49:15 is doing mentorship and I got like some 49:17 palsy but I haze you know so good for 49:19 you to do this because we do need more 49:21 mentors and I got a lot of signups and I 49:25 was I had more meant like possible 49:28 mentees and I could take so I actually 49:30 have to do some application forms on 49:34 process to make sure that people will 49:36 sign up they know what they're getting 49:38 themselves into like they do have the 49:40 time to work on their career goals 49:42 portfolio side projects whatever and 49:45 that they choose me because of my unique 49:48 experiences and they are not just 49:50 choosing anyone to be their mentor and 49:53 so so yeah I am lucky that people are 49:57 considering me to be their mentor and 50:01 still I am mentoring people until today 50:05 I love that you have you helped out so 50:08 many people just in so many ways that's 50:11 amazing 50:12 what are you people are you actually 50:14 mentoring right now do you have a guess 50:16 of how like under 20 or and so I I have 50:22 I opened like the the mentor II spot 50:25 whenever I have availability so I have I 50:29 think for like a few months I have three 50:31 mentees actually not so forth and then 50:34 two of them are like finishing they 50:36 finished last month and actually this 50:38 month I will open up more mentorship 50:41 spots 50:41 yeah usually it's between three to five 50:44 some ninety six so the most I have taken 50:46 like one time where I have like six men 50:49 teasing one month and then right now 50:51 it's a bit of a busy period because I 50:55 speak in like three conferences a month 50:56 so then I actually kind of thought back 50:58 on the amount of mentees I take but yeah 51:01 I savage in between like three to six 51:03 well they that must be such a rewarding 51:06 experience 51:07 it's like do you have any kind of points 51:11 that you'd want to share with us of some 51:13 kind of success that you you've seen 51:15 from that where you know you were able 51:16 to help out some person do this or that 51:19 mm-hmm yeah so I I will say like one of 51:24 the stories or one of the like like 51:30 something I am very proud of being a 51:32 mentor is that I was mentoring what of 51:34 my friend that I met in Singapore and 51:36 she actually was like in a totally 51:39 different industry she was an inventor I 51:42 think she studied also something dear 51:44 friend and she saw that I was doing UX I 51:47 was traveling around speaking 51:48 conferences so he's like hey how do I do 51:50 that 51:50 how do I do what is that like what you 51:52 do and working remotely and traveling so 51:55 I took her on us as a mentee and then 51:59 she went to General Assembly she took 52:01 like the course in Singapore and she 52:03 learned like all the things that UX 52:04 practitioners will learn but still there 52:07 still a gap between like you know 52:09 knowledge and actually applying at a job 52:11 and then we we work together on the 52:16 project and I was like giving her a feed 52:18 bag on her wireframe looks low and on I 52:21 thinking for the user and how to do user 52:24 research I was also helping her with 52:25 like the the CV her portfolio and making 52:29 sure that like she's able to explain her 52:33 her process to employers and so and then 52:37 so she went from no experience to your 52:42 know assembling students and then she 52:44 got her first freelance gig where I 52:46 coached her on how to talk to client's 52:49 and how to like give a business proposal 52:50 how to determine your prize and right 52:54 now she's working as a full-time product 52:57 designer and who you see for your 52:59 loyalty program in Singapore with me I 53:01 feel like no UX experience in my like a 53:04 full-time quite a designer with a 53:06 freelance client on the side I'm just 53:08 like wow I'm so proud of you I love that 53:11 that must feel so good to have made such 53:15 a dramatic change in someone's life and 53:18 to empower them provide them 53:21 a new career and ways of thinking that's 53:24 amazing yeah and and I really definitely 53:28 enjoy seeing my mentee squirrel and I 53:30 seeing them seeing them like giddy our 53:35 first UX job or successfully changed a 53:38 switch from a different kind of career 53:40 to UX and or like there was also one 53:45 mentee who have also never done public 53:47 speaking before and I was sharing with 53:49 her how I dropped proposal I was sharing 53:51 with her what I learned from the tech 53:53 public speaking book and about like 53:55 through line and how to actually tell 53:57 engaging story and she gave her first 54:01 talk at a university and sit down I'm 54:04 like wow and it's like super proud of 54:06 you and I think it's being there for 54:07 mentees when they have a question and to 54:09 listen to their concerns listen to their 54:12 you know to your doubt and be the 54:14 sounding board and then later seeing 54:16 them succeeding giving a talk getting a 54:20 full-time job or or delivering an 54:22 awesome project it's like yeah it is so 54:24 rewarding yeah that's wonderful I mean 54:27 yeah you like I said before you how 54:30 about so many people when you touch so 54:32 many lives it's awesome who do you look 54:37 to for inspiration or as a mentor where 54:41 where do you get your inspiration who's 54:43 some of the biggest people for for me I 54:48 look up to people who have who are 54:51 independent so then that's not I don't 54:53 limited to Joe's UX designers or UX 54:56 petitioners Jessica he has being a my 54:59 role model for a really long time 55:01 because she's like helping other people 55:03 with her site project she's like super 55:05 passionate about does the homework like 55:08 lettering work and and yeah she's 55:12 independent and also in the illustration 55:15 space years Alice Lee also a person of 55:18 color which I also like like look up to 55:21 so much also got to meet her xoxo which 55:24 is like it's amazing to meet her role 55:27 model and she's like killing it with 55:28 designing and illustrating for like like 55:31 slag and well-known clients so kind of a 55:35 spire to to be like that one day they 55:38 are also independent UX designers like 55:43 Sofia pratter he's also a leading 2x 55:46 olanta chapter leader and she has her 55:49 own podcast and she works like I think 55:51 AT&T; and I also really well know clients 55:55 running our own studio and ears people 55:59 like in the web developer space like 56:03 Rachel Andrews and who are like author 56:06 and who are like speaking everywhere 56:08 who's like just the authority in the 56:11 industry so yeah I can name so many 56:15 people I it's just awesome that I can 56:19 actually meet these people at 56:21 conferences and they are so approachable 56:22 and yeah yeah we were just we were at 56:28 the an event of part conference in 56:30 Orlando and we were interviewing all the 56:32 speakers and we we got to speak with 56:33 Rachel and she's amazing yeah just like 56:35 you said like everybody you would think 56:38 you know some of these people might be 56:39 like oh you know I don't have time I got 56:41 to do this I gotta do that but 56:42 everybody's approachable and super nice 56:44 and I think that's one of the motifs of 56:47 our industry is that everybody is very 56:49 happy to answer questions and share 56:52 their knowledge yeah exactly 56:54 I I think I saw that on the website as 56:56 well then you already vendor part and 56:58 you also talked with like Yoona and 56:59 talked with like Josh karma again yeah I 57:01 think I really look up to people who do 57:05 this for a living they are like 57:07 publishing books they are speaking at 57:08 conferences and they do this by themself 57:10 they're they're not full-time employee 57:12 they're like consultants and that's what 57:15 I aspired to be yeah me too that's great 57:20 well I mean you're on your way you're 57:22 you're you're there hey let's we're 57:24 right at the end of the show and we're 57:27 running out of time and a super 57:29 appreciate you being on it I would like 57:31 to provide you any kind of provide you 57:34 an opportunity to provide some kind of 57:36 final words for our audience any kind of 57:38 words of wisdom that you'd like to 57:40 bestow upon everyone I would say if 57:45 you're interested too 57:48 superpower of not giving a listen 57:51 to the blog of the art of not giving a 57:53 and also if you liked what you 57:56 listened to today and you're interested 57:58 to find out more about mentorship 57:59 consulting or you the best way to get to 58:03 know me is actually through my 58:04 newsletter which I actually started a 58:06 few months ago and I've been really 58:07 enjoying sharing my experiences of 58:11 reflections recent events upcoming 58:14 events every every two weeks 58:17 ish I send out a newsletter and it's the 58:20 best way to keep in touch nice so what's 58:23 what's the address obviously we'll put 58:25 all this in the show 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